I seriously need to finish Halo 3 when I go home for Christmas, gahhhh, I want to play it so much right now.
Then I just need to buy Halo Wars and Halo: ODST. My Christmas money is really not going to last long. It's practically spent already.

Nearly finished all my packing for when I head back to London on Wednesday. What a nightmare. Being me, I bought more clothes whilst I was out here, and so have more to take back with me than what I came with. Not very smart, seeing as my suitcase is always full up when I come here.

I'm cravinggg chocolate right now, and we don't have a single bit in the apartment. And I have no money on me whatsover. I guess I will have to settle for CHOCOLATE MILK. I'm definitely not touching the ice cream that's been in the freezer for about 10 years or the stale waifers on top of the fridge. What a bunch of interesting treats we have in this place. Can't wait to raid my mum's cupboards and fridge when I get home. She will think a swarm of locusts have passed through the place.

I have not been on here in ages; I have been too preoccupied playing games (seriously, sooo many good games have come out recently, and this year altogether, and more coming, fuck yeah!)
I completed Doom 3, Batman Arkham Asylum (amazing game, btw, one of the best this year, in fact), and am just about to finish up Prototype (addictive+awesome=Prototype.) Also playing Strong Bad's Cool Game for Attractive People, which is as funny as I thought it would be.

But damn...I desperately want to start playing Dragon Age: Origins. Amnon got it as soon as it came out, and I've been watching him playing it- it is something to behold. Very developed and intricate storylines, great character interactions (STEN THE BADASS FTW), and sooo many quests to do. A friend of mine who is also playing it has 70 hours of play, and yet has only 45% completed it. I like long games.
I'm going back to London on Dec 2nd to spend Christmas with the family, and coming back to Israel in January, so I probably won't get to start it til then (though I am an incredibly impatient person, and may be tempted to buy it for the 360 when I get home so I can play it then..however, I do think it's one of those games that is much better to play on the PC...when I've watched Amnon playing it, I have thought that it looks as though it would be very awkward to play on a console...kinda like trying to play Command and Conquer on a console, eurghhh.)

Also: I NOW HAVE GAMING BLOG: http://phdintea.blogspot.com/ If you want to read about someone WHINGING and MAKING A PRAT OF THEMESELVES whilst playing games, this is the BLOG FOR YOU.

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Gaming aside, life has been a rollercoaster lately, of extreme goods and extreme bad's. Mostly family and relationship difficulties. I know I have issues, and I'm trying to work on them, but it's so hard...I just have no control of my emotions sometimes, and it gets me into so much shit, and causes so many problems...some that I don't know if they can ever be fixed...and it scares me. Certain things could certainly be screwed for good now. I really do just want a life of loneliness sometimes, it seems like everything would be so much better, so much easier. Sometimes I think other people just aren't good for my health. I don't know.

Can't wait to see my family for Christmas, regardless. Can't wait to eat food I've really missed that you can't get over here (pies and roast dinners lol), can't wait to see my dog, my aunts cats, to go wandering around central London in all the comic and book shops, drink a nice hot chocolate from Starbucks whilst I'm at it...of course, it's going to be hard without Amnon about, but I have some consolation in that he's coming over to London for 4 days at Christmas. It will be the first time he's ever experienced Christmas, so it's going to be really nice doing everything with him. Might even put myself through the torture of Boxing Day shopping.

I am very impressed with Leaves' Eyes new album, I love it. The song Njord is amazing <3

Also, I've been watching Amnon playing Batman: Arkham Asylum- It's freaking awesome, I can't wait to play it myself. Must finish Doom 3 first.
I completed FEAR 2 last week, it was amazing, though the ending was pretty odd. The scariest game I have played, hands down. I seriously love the FEAR series <3

Also also: Tea and biscuits. Mmmmmmmmmmm.

Ok, so that post I last made with all the games I want to finish before I go Israel on Wednesday? Add Mortal Kombat vs DC Universe to it -_-
I'm terrible, I know. I just couldn't resist taking a quick trip to Game Station yesterday just to see if they had a second hand one going cheap. I got it on the 360 for £10, I was so happy.
What I've played of it so far, I like (of course, being me, I've only really been playing as Sub-Zero and Scorpion, except for in story mode.)  I beat arcade mode with Scorpion, I really like the fighting in it and love the Free Fall feature. I also started the story mode (I chose the MK side, har har.) It's alright...but at the moment it just seems very linear. Cut scene, fight, fight, cut scene. I haven't got too far into it, but I don't know if it's going to change. I totally jumped with excitement when Sub-Zero showed up though.
I think I'm going to go and beat up Batman now.

Must. finish. Army of Two before I leave for Israel on Wednesday. Rio and Salem are my freakin dudes. Can't wait for number 2, it should be coming out in the near future I believe...
Also want to finish Konquest mode in MK Deception. How the hell do they keep managing to make Sub-Zero look hotter and hotter? I want him for Christmas....
I'd like to try finishing Command & Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars, but I can't see that happening. Why is it always just before I go somewhere for a while, that I get the urge to play loads of games and then end up in a flurry cause I won't get to finish them. Gahh. It will be PC games for the duration of my stay in Israel. Planning on playing Prototype and FEAR 2 so far.

Also, I plan on eating chinese later. Mmmm.

I'm in love with Mushroomhead, they're freaking awesome. Their keyboard player is something else.

Israel in September to be with my love. And eat burgers and falafel :3

Also, my aunt is the most amazing person in the world. Without her, I would be lost, and in all honesty, without trying to sound all dramatic and the like, probably dead.

Also also, I have TOO MANY CLOTHES. Now I know as a girl, you can't really ever have 'too many clothes', but it's got to the point where I just have no where to put them- my mammoth wardrobe is full, and I have piles of clothes lying around my room. And I just had a sort out last week and got rid of lots of stuff I never wear, but still have no room. And I'm not even gonna mention about all the shoes...
Oh the drama's of being a woman :B

I think this is possibly the most amazing song I've ever heard. Just...I'm in love and sorrow.

Sky News posted an article on their site titled ' Power-crazed super ants invade England' 

Someone commented with this

 

I lol'd

Ahhhhhh, the never ending piss take that is life. I've got to the point where I wonder if it is really, truly possible to actually be happy. I just want to be happy. That's freaking all. Why is it so hard. I know happiness has to come within and all that, but I really think misery comes from being around other people. For me, guilt and indecision involving other people is a nightmare. Then there's the vicious cycle that involves family- you love them to bits and don't ever want to loose them, but being around them does your fucking head in, and sometimes just seems downright unhealthy. I don't know what I'm really trying to say here, but I've always found some relief in writing.


Oh, and I totally bought a Team Edward t-shirt today. I know, I know. But I finished reading the Twilight book a few days ago, and it was awesome. I got through it in 3 days, I really couldn't put it down. Watched the film yesterday. Reading New Moon now.

Ahhh, I can't stop listening to this song. Despite it being pretty serious, and quite sad, some parts really make me laugh. The part right at the end where he's talking to the dealer and he say's "I'm gonna go sniff this, I'll beep you in an hour. I hate you." for some reason cracks me up...then the part where he say's "Even if its good, I'll sniff it up in a minute, Beep you back and complain that you put too much cut in it, If you fall for that and bring me a new sack, I'll be making more crazy faces than a JIM CAREY on crack" just lolllllllllllllllllll, great lyrics. That part is even funnier if you see the video. The video is pretty shocking though, they filmed Necro's uncle for it who is a crack addict. Sad, but a reality for so many people.
Team Fortress is still my crack, I've gotten pretty good as Engineer! I have the record for longest life and most kills with him out of all the classes I've played. But dammit, those Spy's are relentless! There is nothing better than when you get to crack one of them over the head with your wrench though, when they attempt to put a sapper on your sentry or despenser. Mmmm, crunchy Spy skull.